First post on the path to discovering me!

I have always wanted to start a blog but never really got the guts to because i'm not the best writer or the most interesting person to read about. So the first thing i should say is.... this blog is for me.

I would love to connect with other women maybe going through the same journey of discovering themselves, but i cannot write for anyone but me. This blog is to help me figure out answers to all the questions about my identity that i have struggled with for quite some time now.

There are certain aspects of my life that i would like to define and improve. Those include:

*My Journey to becoming a mom. I am expecting a little boy in 3 weeks and this leap into motherhood is the most important aspect of my life that i would like to define.

*My Journey to finding happiness. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for years now, and i need to find out what puts me on the path to finally being happy with myself and my life.

*My Journey to defining my physical identity. I have never focused on my outer appearance because i was never happy with what was inside.  I always threw on whatever and bought what was cheap, never really creating my own style. After my baby is born, i really want to first and foremost work on my health and getting into shape the right way (eating healthy and exercising). I also want to discover my fashion style and create a look for myself that helps define who i am (or who i want to be). I don't have much money so i will be doing all this on a tight budget... but i am ready for the challenge!


Those things are all aspects of my life that i have been wanting to improve, but i haven't made the commitment to until now. There are other aspects of life that i have not even began to figure out yet, like what i want to do for the rest of my life....what do i even like to do:? I am young (20 years old) and have alot of time left (i hope), but i don't want to waste anymore of it walking around in circles and asking myself the same questions. I want to be on a path to sucess and self fufillment. I want to be on my way to being happy.


I don't know if anything i wrote makes sense to the average person, but like i said before...i can only write for me. And i must say, it feels good to write this first post. Like taking the first step up a mountain. I finally feel like i am on a path to something...